söndag 24 juli 2011


And we could pretend it all the time
Can't you see that it's just raining?
Ain't no need to go outside
Ain't no need, ain't no need
Rain all day and I really really, really don't mind
Can't you see, can't you see?
You gotta wake up slow 


gonna grind 10 tournaments today and finish early...today starts my vacation as I been nagging about for some weeks now:)still laying in the bed with a cup of coffe listening to jack johnsson...sweet...and ofcourse its raining outside,no big suprise.but im happy.

lördag 23 juli 2011


what is happening to our world...yesterday I read on the news that Oslo been attacked...already 84 persons dead and more to come...it's tragic...my thoughts go out to all the people involved and hurt.

fredag 22 juli 2011


grinding all day...did get + with the rakeback so thats always something.seems to be a huge party on our backyard tonight..they are playing shitty music from the early 90s..
tomorrow is my last whole working day...then I wont be back until the middle of august.wow I can't wait to have some time off..and with some nice company thats even better:)
would love to have some sun theese days,but the weather looks pretty dark..please let it be sun!



some nice inspiration a day like this...one of my favorite movies,style,story images..the talent mr ripley.never seen jude law more beatiful than in this movie:)


starting my vacation in 2 days..and the weather couldnt be more depressing...

torsdag 21 juli 2011


too much to do now,dont have much freetime or any fun to write...just grinding a lot...a lot...need to do soo much things that I don't want to face...uhh..was packing some of my old stuff from my dads place yesterday...have 5 huge bags of cloths that I have no idea where to put or to do with...furnitures,old papers,photo albums..just want to get rid of everything but it takes time:/

onsdag 20 juli 2011


finished a while ago...it's exhausting to play when you don't feel good...but it went well,3 finaltabels and Im happy:)gonna sleep,night!

tisdag 19 juli 2011


I just woke up for the second time...seems that I wasent feeling so good after all...missed the first tournaments so will have to go through some hand reading and boring stuff instead...not feeling the best,am I getting old or is it because I havent been drinking in 3 weeks..?!please let it be the last alternative.


just woke up...yesterday was fun,we decided in the last minute to have a night out...the grinding went good,so we bought a lot of wine and danced the night away...today Im a bit tired but fine...will be grinding the whole day again..4 days left of working:)
this is me and my sis yesterday in the club!

måndag 18 juli 2011


just had 3 badbeats,leaving 3 tournaments in 5 minutes,so now I just have 2 tables left until the next one starts in ten,was gazing through some blogs when I found this..if a person would tell me something even close,I would marry him...it's so beatiful and complex!


wow,I really want to have a tatto...found this one and fell in love with the colour and style...want to have 3 small flowers like this on the side of my ribs,just under my right breast...gonna do it this year.


just had a coffe and a chocolate cake in town..went to make an appointemnt at the hairdresser,but they are on vacaction..really need an upgrade on my appearance now after 3 weeks of sitting by the computer non stop...lets say I look like I deserve:)
love this pic on nicole kidman,beatiful hair,colour and style...maybe they could make my hair look like this if I bring a picture?or not...

söndag 17 juli 2011


its raining,sweden is cold and rainy and I miss summer and sun!!!!!!!!!!!!gonna grind all day so its not really a big issue since I wont be out anyway!would love to walk in the sun on a beatiful beach in a foreign country...well..7 days to vacation:)

lördag 16 juli 2011


the only training I really enjoy is yoga..its good for the body and mind and especially since Im sitting alot in my job.A couple  a weeks ago I found this website and since then I been doing yoga with the sessions there,instead of going to youtube.I really recommend this;


this video is so funny,the old man screaming at them in the window :Daha

hands down
i'm too proud for love
but with eyes shut
it's you i'm thinking of

fredag 15 juli 2011


today was a bad day overall...fair enough since yesterday got me all excited..finished earlier, didn't feel like playing more and expecting a phonecall so wont have my full focus on the game anyway.
tomorrow is another day,counting down to my vacation,today 9 days left.munchen seems nice...

torsdag 14 juli 2011


played without holdemmangaer and had the best day in weeks...hmmm...strange,made me realize that I might be trusting the stats a little bit too much?!anyway,finished earlier today,gonna have a skype date and then watch a movie!night.


there seems to be a problem with holdem manager today...so again I have to play without my stats...yey.last time it was gone a month!!hope they will fix it soon.
this week I will record all my playing,with a program called movavi screen capture.I think it's good if you want to find leaks in your game and also if you want someone to help you improve your game by watching how you play and help you afterwards. If Im really nice my brother might help me go through all my games:)


today my breakfast consisted of an egg and a cup of coffe...my imagination is gone!poff
right now im doing my "one" tournamnet thing agian,in the end I always end up adding tournament after tournament...it gets so boring when Im used to play up to 10 tables at a time
have 2 weeks left on my cardrunner subscribtion,so have to watch a lot of movies this 2 weeks,which means less tournaments.

this picture is from las vegas,when we stayed in chris suite on ceasars,we ordered up breakfast,and it was delicious:)my sister is having some coffe,btw the only thing that wasen't that good...why is breakfast always so good anywhere else but home?

onsdag 13 juli 2011


this song is for you!the best lyrics ever.:
Would rather live through ninety-nine fucking winters,To roll naked over broken glass, eat cigarette butts,Than to ever again feel your vibes,You lied hell better than the dolphins swim,The main character of my worst memories,If you were last on the earth at the eleventh hour


and the badbeat goes on damdadadamdamadam...I not only look tired I am tired...playing 24/7.In 11 days I will start my vacation.oh yes.

tisdag 12 juli 2011


have been writing to some apartments in milan but everything seems kinda boogie...don't know why I always get that feeling, but all the scams that are on internet now makes me scared.everyone wants payment in advance through westernunion banks or other funds..its impossible to find something thats not complicated..and I don't want to rent something through an agency that overcharge everything!gahh

if I ever buy an apartment and I have all the money in theworld to decorate and by things,it would look something like this;http://www.elledecor.com/image/tid/6230?page=0&pause=1


im playing one tournament at a time today and going through everyhand in pokerstove and holdemm...lets see if it will be any difference.yesterday I played 25 tournaments,until 3 a clock in the night...didn't go that well,everyone seemed to have better cards everytime I got something playable.

måndag 11 juli 2011


such a beatiful song,shes so talented.


the badbeats i had yesterday was killing me...really sick ones...was one place away to get an emop package to dublin...well thats poker.Saw that both chris moneymaker and greg raymer are out from the main event in vegas...sorry guys:(

söndag 10 juli 2011


just got back from a coffe in town...turned out that almoust everything was closed except 2 cafes...hard life in a small town:)
In 3 weeks I will go to munich, for vacation but also to stay in a bio hotel. As I said before Im a part of an organization called slow food. Its trying to get people more involved and concered about the eco system and more healthy and green alternatives. My latest project in slowfood is called 180 biodyssey,its a group of young persons that will visit different biohotels around central europe and write a travle guide and blog about it. It'sa project work,so it suits me perfect,since I love to travle and I can play poker and eat good food;)
the hotel I will visit this time is called falkenhof and is suitaded outside munich close to the border of austria. I just saw their homepage and saw that they have been writing about me!haha,if you don't understand german it says that they are happy to welcome miss eufemia in the beginning of august!oh yes!thank you!

lördag 9 juli 2011




theese 2 are the most important beautiful and smart people on the earth,im so thankful for having them as my siblings:)

fredag 8 juli 2011


ok,everyone does this so I guess I have to write 10 fact about myself.

-Im scared of heights

-I sit down when I shower

-Im a huge mess when it comes to cleaning and have order on my things,I prefer everything on the floor rather than having it perfect in a closet.

-I like white chocolate more than brown

-I hate when people bite their nails

-when I was a kid I had a period when I refused to wear anything else than white clothes,the problem was that I only had 1 dress and a pair of trousers in white...

-I been a beaty queen...hehe

-I been in a reality show(but I didn't go through with it so they cut away the scenes haha)

-I kissed a girl once

-I think that girls by nature are more beatiful than men,but Im totally straight.
this picture is so funny,im so happy and total unaware of what is happening around me,and then this guy in the background poseing haha...


kent is a swedish band that does amazing music and write amazing songs.

Burn money burn
I promise you mean something
You have the energy to get through this
You enough, so be who you are

Burn money burn
I know that you are worth something
You are the hope in an IQ-free country
You are the dreams I dream sometimes

Sure feels like love waits
Sure feels like love waits

The burning heart burning
You know you can change everything
The wind blows through town last night
Do you hear the truth, it sounded like a laugh

The burning heart burning
Our enemy is afraid of his skin
It only takes a spark, a puff
They would like to be like us

Sure feels like love waits


so this is the plan for the summer;
1.grinding all july
2.going to munich
3.moveing to milan
4.getting a good contract with the poker

everything on the list Im going to do,well nr 4 is still a wish thinking but I will make it happend.If you just believe in yourself and work hard enough everything is possible. You are the onlyone that stands between makeing a dream reality and keeping it a dream.

hmmm this picture does not have anything to do with my text,I jut found it on the computer,its me and my sister,when we where living in BA,wow I fforgot that my hair was so brown...anyway it was a nice night:)


my game is improving a lot, I can't describe the kick I get everytime I win a big hand or a tournament...it's adicting,at the same time I have to stop feeling so bad when I loose one...fortunatley I win more than I loose;)

I did yoga this morning and ate a healthy good breakfast and a coffe...Its so easy being lazy as a poker player, you set all the rules yourself. Yesterday I realized that my body needs some exercising and therefore I will be back on track,yoga 3-4 times a week and then long walks 3 times.

every morning I want to wake up feeling good and healthy and proud of myself.wouldn't hurt wakeing up like this either...but u cant have everything right?;)

torsdag 7 juli 2011


its getting better,yesterday I split the 1st place on the last tournament and I came second in another....im happy:)and maybe we found an apartment in milan too,so finally things are looking brighter.karma karma karma

onsdag 6 juli 2011

tisdag 5 juli 2011


wild west week,but no good start...hopeing to play a lot better today.gonna get my coffe,my scrambel eggs and was thinking of all that yoga I have to do that I missed...like 150h to take back...ah or I just stay in the sofa and watch bridget jones which sounds more interesting at the moment.

heres a pic from the festival..me,my brother and 2 friends.

måndag 4 juli 2011


fourth of july...we don't celebrate it in sweden...but in our family yes..since many of my cousins are half american and we all have a kind of hate-love towards america.I will eat a lot of bbq,drink fine wine and swim in the swedish lake of vänern...then the duty calls and I will have to head home for the wildwest tournament week...the price pools are huge and the compettion is shit,so there is a lot to cash in,hopefully!ah and maybe I will have time for a skype date...haha welcome to the 2000 century when people no longer need to meet,just look into a compter and smile.
here are some pics from my last 4th of july,in san diego with my best friend.we endeed up in one of the biggest and most beatiful houses I ever seen...and had a great time.

söndag 3 juli 2011



I saw kings of leon,the ark,the sounds,miss li,lykke li,henrik berggren,säkert,paulo nutini,the strokes,håkan hellström AND bob dylan playing live the last couple of days...wow...amazing.
now im gonna grind like crazy,missed out value time but it was worth it.

If you ever want to go to a real good festival with nice music go to peace and love in Borlänge,its a great festival.